It has been...quite a long time since I've written on here. Not that I haven't had things to say...I just haven't wanted to say them. I haven't wanted my thoughts down on paper.
As a writer, I know that's just...wrong. Thoughts become stories...stories become real (at least, to the author).
But...my thoughts aren't...pretty. At least not right now.
I haven't written anything since May. I just...can't. I'm even struggling to get this down and it still, somewhat, make sense.
There's just been so much to deal with. So much that my mind is just now letting me think about. So much has happened. Too much.
I realize I need to start putting my thoughts down again...maybe that will clear my head.
I'll try, at least...
