It's the end of the world as we know it...but I don't feel fine...

On a sidenote...someone did predict that the world would end today...how ironic is it that it feels like the world as I know it is ending...



Because I told her...I told her we had to talk...

....I fumbled over my words and shook like a sapling in a stormy wind but...I told her...



And now I have to wait until she sends me a message letting me know when she's free...ugh...



I am so not looking forward to this...



But I know it needs to happen...and I do feel a sort of peace knowing that this will be brought out in the open...*sigh*...I just wish it wasn't going to be so messy...


Abba, I'm 99.9% sure that this is what I need to do...if it is, please give me the words to say...if not, please open a hole in the ground to swallow me up...



*looks down*


*doesn't see a hole*



*sighs*


Alright, Abba...I trust You....


Subject change...


Living with almost 30 girls and only having 4 working showers and having to all get ready for the Homecoming banquet tonight...yeah...that's interesting...


Hmm...at least this should distract me...hopefully...

Time to go drown myself in the shower...kinda...in a way...whatever...I'm done now...