Those people who say crying is worthless, stupid, useless...they really have missed out on what a good cry can give you...
I hate crying but even I know that it's good for me sometimes.
My grandma tells me that crying is a way to cleanse the darkness in your soul. Many wise words have come from my grandmother and she always knows just what to say. I love her so much.
Today was one of those days where I apparently just needed a good cry...
If I'm honest with myself, the need to cry had just been building since Saturday night when I just felt frustrated...add to that the heartwrenching phone call I got this afternoon and the frustration of the most annoying writer's block...and you have a recipe for a bawlfest...
Thank God for my fiance...I hate crying in front of him but...it always helps when he holds me...he always tells me to just let it out...but when he holds me, everything just seems to melt away in the warmth of his embrace...when he holds me, I forget why I was crying in the first place...
Though today was one of the rare occassions when him holding me sort of egged on the tears...ahh well...I needed that...and I did feel better after...
And now I really should be going to bed but I'm not really that tired...I suddenly have this urge to just stay up and write...though honestly I have no inspiration or story to tell currently...I barely got through writing my next article for M Magazine tonight. I could just hit the keys at random...
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I feel better... *giggles*
I really should go to bed...or at least get off my computer...I suppose I will...my book is calling my name anyway...
Goodnight, world...I'll see you bright and early...in about...seven hours...
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