Whoops...

Soooo...I obviously fail at writing here every day.


It's not completely my fault. I've been super busy: spent all day Saturday shopping in KC, Sunday was church, lunch and more shopping, Monday and Tuesday I worked and was too tired to write by the time I got home...and today I'm finally sitting down to write again.


*shrugs* oh well. I'm still planning to write in this every day...I guess that choosing a few days before Spring Break wasn't the smartest plan on my part. I'll do my best to keep up.


Anyway...I'm not quite sure what to write about tonight...

I could write about how frustrated I am with my mother and her inability to let me be an adult and have my own life outside of her reach. Then again I feel like that's a post for another time...maybe when I have enough energy to vent about her.

Or I could write about how my fiance has spent the entire day watching Doctor Who and playing with his Legos when I had hoped he would want to do something with me. *shrugs* I'm used to him being like that though...it's just the way he is. And I love him no matter what.

Hmm...I could write about how I've started doing this daily workout thing. It's pretty nifty actually. It's five moves taken from yoga and ballet stretches that target your thighs, butt, and abs. I've done them three days in a row and they feel good. I don't like having anyone watch me do them though because you actually lie on your back and use the wall and it looks a bit awkward. Also, I'm pretty self concious when it comes to people watching me work out. But whatever. These stretch things feel good. Never thought I'd enjoy working out.

I could also write about how excited I am to get my hermies *grins* yes, you read that right. Last week I decided I wanted a pet. The next day I went to the mall and saw this kiosk selling hermit crabs. While I've never owned hermies, I've known people who have and I've always wanted to. So I made the decision to save up and become a hermie owner. I actually just got done reading a Hermit Crabs for Dummies book. I know it sounds lame but hey, I want to make sure my little crabbies stay alive and healthy. I dug out an old fish tank my mom had around the house and am going to clean it out tomorrow. I can't wait to get back to school and get the tank set up. Then I can get my babies!!! *happy dance*


Looking back at what I've written, I've talked about everything major that's happened to me today. Maybe not in detail but I did. Sorry, dear reader(s), I'm tired. And I don't have much to say. Some days will be like this. Some days I'll have absolutely nothing to say. Other days I'll rant. Or lament. Or rejoice. It will just depend. Have patience with me. I'm healing. And healing takes longer than just a couple days, weeks or even years. This is me starting over, beginning the healing process. I'll get there, just you wait.


Goodnight, world. I'll see you sometime tomorrow.