It's amazing how quickly one's happiness can disappear...
One moment, I'm flying high on ecstacy for spending some actual quality time with him...walking on Cloud 9, floating on air and all the other overly used romantic cliches...
The next, I'm shoved back down to reality...to my past that keeps haunting me like a starving ghost who lives off my pain.
Curse you, Facebook, for making me relive my memories...
And thank you, ex best friend, for commenting on my picture and saying "those days are in the past and long gone..."
Your immaturity reached its peak only a couple weeks ago...
That's not that long....
Just saying....
By the way, I love how you managed to not be at church the one day I was back...yeah, I know you went to late church ( my mom told me...I'm not a stalker) but still...wow....cool story, bro...
Oh...and thanks for de-friending me on Facebook...now I don't have to read about your drama every time I check my newsfeed...I can just deal with my own...
And I'm so glad you complained about never getting to hang out with me...then brought your own little posse to MY goodbye party...yeah...that totally helped....by the way....NO YOU DID NOT ASK ABOUT HER!!!!!!!! I CHECKED THE MESSAGES BEFORE I DELETED THEM!!!!!!!!! SO YOU STARTED ALL THAT CRAP FOR NO REASON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sighs*
there....
Now, I'm done....
Moving on....
I also really love how I find the perfect present for my gingerbestfriend...and tell him I got him something...but then I hear nothing but "What is it?" No "Aww thanks" or "Why?"....just a "What is it?" And then when I won't tell him, he won't reply....and then when I finally cave and tell him what it is because I realized I won't see him for a month, he replies instantly.....cool story, bro....miss you too....
Ach.........
Why'd this have to run such a good time? I shouldn't let it ruin such a good time. But I can't seem to help it. And now my stomach feels...yucky....I can't think of a better word....it's just....feels like it's rolling....like I'm going to throw up but there's nothing in there to regurgitate....bleck.....
Cue heating pad....
Ach....I better not be getting sick....I have to give a speech at 9 o'clock tomorrow morning.....ach....
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Wait.................................
Nope, the heating pad is actually helping....and so is the peppermint....hooray for home remedies......
Have you ever just wanted to type something? To tell a story, whether it be truth or ficition, and just see where it goes? I have....I do right now....it's a sudden urge, a passion that just takes hold of my imagination and runs with it...
But sadly, my energy is all gone......that high I was flying on has disappeared.....and now I'm just sinking....slowly but surely....sinking down.....down.....down......
Ach....I'm going to bed....that force we learned about today in Concepts of Physical Science is acting upon my eyelids again......goodnight all
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