Seeing him at chapel this morning helped....
Though I cried throughout the entire thing...between the songs they sang and Marshall's speaking...
Wow, Abba...just hit with Your love like that every day...please....it's amazing...
That was exactly what I needed...and You knew that...I cannot thank You enough....
Hearing him say he didn't want to lose me again meant the world to me...maybe that's what I was afraid of...maybe that's what's been bothering me. The last time we had a fight he said there are times when he doesn't know why he's dating me anymore. And I think that just....hurt....a lot more than I thought at first...because yeah...it hurt like hell to hear him say that in the first place...but I think the wound just festered instead of healing....but when he told me this morning that he didn't want to lose me again and wouldn't leave me....I think hearing that....just healed that wound. Sure, we still have to get used to being up here and making opportunities to see each other....but I think I'm doing better....
I just love him so gosh darn much *grins stupidly*
yes, I did just say that....get over it....it's my blog and I can say what I want...
And I just saw a preview for Lion King in 3D....totally saving up to go see that in the I-Max theater up here...it may cost me a small fortune...but totally worth it!
Ach...I am so tired!!!! My roommate and I decided to go for a walk on the trail that runs by the school....little did we know what we were getting ourselves into....it was such a beautiful day so we just walked and walked...before we knew it, we'd walked almost four miles....so we decided to turn around....
On the way back, we came around the corner and there was a fawn standing in the middle of the path....I started taking pictures with my phone but they're not very good....she let us get pretty close....and we followed her quite a distance as well....then some dogs barked at her and scared her off....but still...it was so cool....
Anyways....walking back was more of an adventure than walking away....sounds like a life lesson right there...hmm....
But now...after we trudged roughly 7 miles back to our dorm...my roommate and I collapsed....she's actually passed out on our futon right now....I, on the other hand, had the munchies....so I had to find something to eat....then decided to write this....but now, I think I'll follow her example...I don't have anything to do til 6ish...plenty of time for a nap....
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