Baby, it's cold outside...

"I really can't stay..."

"Baby, it's cold outside..."


Mhm...



that song has been running through my head ever since we went to Crown Center last night...sure, I shelled out the three bucks to strap on skates...but I was so frozen by the time I actually got up the courage to go out on the ice (I kinda sorta majorly clung to him the entire two rounds...but yeah...) that I really didn't care about skating anymore. The fact that my least favorite person almost ran into me as she rushed by didn't make it any better. Way to make me feel inadequate because of my crappy skating skills. Bleck. But whatever...I don't care.

The whole night was a blast. Even though I spent the majority of the time a frozen statue on the sidelines, I got to hang out with some friends that I don't get to see often outside of choir or work. That was fun...talking about boy problems and stupid profs and finals...the usual. Watching my guy showing off his moves on the ice...mhm...I'm glad he had fun...I know he's missed the ice...I just wish I was a better skater so I could skate with him...instead of looking like an idiot every time I'm on the ice *frustrated sigh* something to work on...




Overall, yesterday was great! Busy, but great...


Mom has started planning my wedding *giggles* even though he hasn't even asked yet...but it's her way of preparing for the Big Day...emotionally and mentally. She's a character. We spent 2 hours talking about it yesterday...every time I answered one of her questions, she popped up with another one...it was insane. Some of the things I'd never even thought of before...when he and I headed back to school, I was talking to him about some of them. Mhm...just talking about our future makes my heart all...fluttery *grins* I knew love was awesome...but I didn't know it felt like this. Everytime I think of him, it's like my heart just sighs with happiness...I can't believe he's mine. Thank you, Abba...for giving me this chance with him. He's not perfect (no one is) but he's perfect for me and I couldn't ask to be loved by anyone else.


Mhm...yay mushiness!!!!



........................and now for a commercial break in this program...aka...I have to go to work......



*roughly an hour later*



.....................and we now return to our usual paid programming....................



*sigh*


Pinterest is not helping me at all. He hasn't even asked yet but every time I get on, I look at the wedding ideas...

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!?!??!?!!!???!!


1. I am a freshman in college, I should NOT be this worried/nervous/excited about my wedding.

2. I've never been much of a girly girl but this stuff just makes me squee

3. HE HASN'T ASKED!!!!!!



I see #3 as the major issue here. Why am I so dang excited for this? Sure, we've talked about it but technically, it is not a done deal yet. When we have talked about it, he's said like 4-5 years away...so why am I so caught up in it now? This is ridiculous. Get it together, Hurd. You have other things to worry about, to take care of. Get your head in the game!


*sigh*


I'm hopeless...




Very hopeless...



I guess the reason I'm so excited for something that's so off in the distance is because it's my dream coming true...for as long as I can remember I've wanted to find the man my Abba had chosen for me and to stay with him for the rest of my life. Well, I've found my man...it's been one heck of an adventure finding him and keeping him (God, I think you had a bit of fun writing our love story, didn't you?.......Uh huh, that's what I thought.) but every step of the way has brought us to where we are now and I couldn't be happier. I honestly cannot help getting mushy when I talk about him anymore...I think I've actually found a whole new level of mushiness...but I'm okay with that *grins* It's just so amazing...I can't even describe it...


I guess what I'm saying is that I've found my man...now on to the next part of the plan...


Mhm...but that part is his job and so I'll wait...it'll be worth every minute...


...And whenever he does ask (if he does), I know it will be perfect...he wouldn't let it be any other way *winks*


Okay, okay...enough is enough...no more talk of this subject...


Must.


Resist.


Pinterest!



.....*clicks Pinterest link*



I am so weak....