To quote Jacob..."That was exciting."
So...today I was supposed to spend the day with my boyfriend, frolicking at the mall and whatnot...
Instead I spent part of the morning in excruiating pain...
Yeah....
Ovarian cysts are so much fun...
But at least I was conscious for the whole thing that time...well, it's kind of a blessing...but also a curse...I was able to tell Jacob everything that was going on so he was prepared and such...but I felt every second of agonizing pain...
Ugh...
At first, the pain is okay...it's when my limbs start losing feeling that I know things are headed south....next comes the heat flashes and that's when the pain really increases....
By the time he had me back to the campus, he had to carry me to the dorms....the pain was so intense I was actually crying...I've never cried before...and then he had to put me down...he tried to get me to walk but I made it like two doors down the hall before everything went black and I collapsed...still didn't pass out though...just couldn't keep going...the pain was too great so my brain was starting to shut things down...I feel really bad that it took three different people to carry me to my room...thank you to whoever that was...
Next came the dry heaves...ugh! I apologize to my roommate...I know how she hates puke. But I didn't actually puke...just dry heave. I HATE that part...the pain is at its worst then. Plus I hate puking. I hate people seeing me puke. It was terrible. All the while, I can hear everything that's going on in the background, all the girls on their phones talking to my RA, my RE, my mom....
Argh...that's the part I hate the most...where I'm fully conscious in my head but the pain is so great that my brain has shut down almost everything else to lessen it...yeah, brain...that doesn't work...just so you know...I still feel it all...ach....
But as soon as the dry heaves were over, the pain disappeared and I was just tired...and the shakes start...I'm always so cold afterwards...as if the pain sucked all the heat out of me. But thanks to my wonderful boyfriend and all the amazing girls who helped me, I survived yet another "episode".
....that's the third one in a year.....
...they're increasing....
....I am going to ignore this fact until tomorrow so I can sleep peacefully tonight...
Though I'm honestly so worn out, I'll probably have no problems sleeping...
That's the fun part of the episode...all the sleeping I get to do...I love sleep...
After the pain had subsided and everyone realized I wasn't going to die, I was able to sleep....and sleep I did....I didn't move from my bed for nigh on three hours...well, once...to use the restroom...but still....and then when I was finally truly conscious again, I just read my book...and started another one...
Talked to my loverly aunt for a bit...filled her in on life...gave her my address...now I'm excited...hopefully that means soda cracker cookies in the mail *grins*
After that I met Jacob and we actually made our adventure to the mall...I was perfectly fine, folks, so no worries...besides, I was bored out of my mind. So away we went....we talked about my "episode". I told him that now he knows what he's getting into...and he said he's okay with that. *grins* mhm...I love him...he's my hero today *grins*
Going to the mall was fun...I've never actually walked all the way around that one before...it's HUGE!!!! But awesome...saw lots of things I'd like...like the giant Copper and Tod stuffed animals in the Disney Store...and the purple leather jacket in Forever 21 (which was only $25!!!! Eep!!!!). I also saw lots of present ideas for the future...I definitely have presents all planned out for like the next couple years...hehe...
My boyfriend got me the best book ever...a complete collection of the Grimm Brother's fairytales *grins stupidly*...i am so excited!!!!!
Anyways...hehe...
Then we went back to his dorm and watched Tobuscus videos and played SuperSmashBros with his roommate and one of their friends...yeah I am that nerdy...but it was so much fun....
Then curfew rolled around so I had to head back to the dorms and check in...got practically tackled when I walked in the door...so many people wanted to know how I was feeling...I am fine, my friends. Promise. Oh, and you who were calling me Chrissi 'Pukin' Hurd...yeah...you can shove it. It's not funny. It is an actual medical issue that I have no true control over. I have pills to take that are supposed to help but those were an hour away. So you can take your "witty" comeback and leave. Don't let the door hit you on the way out. You don't even really know me and you were telling one of my new friends all this crap that wasn't even true. Real smooth. Haha he listened to what I had to say and told you to shut up. The look on your face was priceless. But that's what you get. And thanks, my friend, for sticking up for me. You're the best. *smiles*
And now I'm just chilling with my roommate...trying to convince myself to eat something but not wanting anything we have...fail...
Oh well...I really should go to bed...I can eat when I wake up...goodnight, world...sweet dreams...
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