Feels like Buzz Lightyear...."Strange things are happening to me...ain't no doubt about it...."

I find it interesting that two people who have such a history yet haven't ever talked to each other can finally have a conversation and the conversation itself was meaningless but the fact that the two people even had the conversation in the first place is so important.

Well...sort of...

It's important to at least at one of the people...

Meaning put aside...that was interesting...

Unexpected...


But interesting...


I honestly expected her to run...switch places quickly with someone else to put that "safe" space between us...

Or if she stayed, I expected her to ignore me, pretend I was invisible...

But no...


She took that step...made a comment...and I responded...just to see what she'd do...


She answered...in a joking manner even...




..........I wonder what ran through her head at that moment.....what emotion bubbled up inside her.....she's a better actress than I though...


I don't mean that to sound harsh.......


I just.........with all the hub-bub she makes, I figured it'd be too much for her...


But she proved me wrong....



And for that I must give her props....I'm impressed.....at least a bit...


Doesn't change the things she's said or how she's acted......


But it's a step and I applaud her for taking that step, no matter how small or insignificant it may seem...



I wonder what she's thinking now...is that scenario running through her mind like it's running through mine?


On a side note: thanks to all the sophomore girls who stole our shower curtains...you are all so kind...




Anyways...what was I talking about?

Oh yeah...

I wonder if that whole experience is haunting her...I mean...for a second, if you were someone listening in on our conversation, you would've thought we were old friends, joking about the silly little moments in choir...but in all honesty, I don't think we've ever had a conversation since I met her. It was just so...Twilight Zone-ish...


Ach...now this is going to be all I can think about...

On another sidenote: I really need to work on my shield speech...hmm...got to email that to Annie real quick...

Ach...I really want to shower right now. But then again, I don't...because then my hair color would start to fade...but then I really want to take one...it'd help me relax before bed and a very, very busy day tomorrow...ach...what to do...


I need a swimsuit...then I could take one...but nooooooo, my swimsuit is back at home...

*facepalm*



Ach....


Well....I think that's it for my mumblings for now...my mind just can't seem to wrap itself around anything else right now...


.....though my stomach is growling rather incessantly....not quite sure why...I did eat quite a lot today...hmm.....



...........Strange......


Anyways....time for food, I guess....hmm....