I cannot believe you

Since this is my blog and I can say what I want...



Fuck you.



Take your whore and your new life and leave me in peace.




I thought things were changing, improving...


Then you dropped off the map again...only to show up again newly married (in Vegas, no less...yeah, that shows true commitment...you hate Vegas, asshole, remember?) without telling anyone and you expect us to be happy for you???


And I quote: "Been married a week and only 1 family member has said congrats, WTF??"


Yeah...because we're all so thrilled you finally married the skank you left my mother for...the one who's done so much damage to the rest of us .



"She's my new wife and your step mom and you just have to deal with it."



Fuck that.



(I hate you for making me break my non-cussing streak...just add that to the long list)




She will never in any way be a mother figure to me...she will always be the lying slut you abandoned us for.



I don't have to deal with it, you know why?



Because you have no say in my life anymore.


Not only did you walk away but now I'm an adult, living on my own, taking care of myself. You assist me in no such fashion...I get no money from you, I get no support from you. The most you've done is said you're proud of me. Damn right you better be. Because I didn't end up like you, with a baby fresh out of high school. I've already attended college longer than you did. Great role model you are.


The only thing...the ONLY thing you can claim to have done for me...is that because you left us, causing us to live in such a level of poverty we hadn't reached before, I was able to recieve more money from the government through my FAFSA.


But really...that's just because you weren't making any money and neither was Mom at the time we filed.



"Your mother just needs to get over it too."



Guess what, dumbass? She has! Sure, what you did to her has left her insecure and fragile but she's found a man who treats her like you should have, who wants to marry her, take care of her and us, and grow old with her. He wants to sacrifice for her, wants to make her smile. Did you ever want to do that?



Doubt it.



You're a damn good actor, Dad



But stay away from me.


You have no part in my life from now on.



Oh, and consider yourself officially uninvited to my wedding.



Don't think you can make me change my mind this time.



Get the hell outta my life. You're done hurting me.