Wild Things, Rawr!

Okay, honesty time...


I am really getting sick of powderpuff.


We've won ONE game and it was the game I didn't play in...any other game we've been trampled in. Our teammates don't communicate, we don't know what we're doing, and most of us are tired of losing so we give up easily.


It's crap.


I thought this was supposed to be for fun...it's anything but...


And then when I hear girls down the hall (I'm not sure who) saying that it was mine and another girl's fault that we lost tonight?


Ahh hell no.



I ran my butt off for you guys, chasing after one of the fastest people on the other team because I've known her since elementary school so I knew what she'd do and then when I was open (which was most of the game), ya'll didn't even look at me to pass to?


Oh yeah, totally my fault.


My bad.


I'll just stand there next time.



Thank goodness, there's only one game left. Technically, there could be more since it's the start of the playoffs but seeing as we've totally sucked so far, I don't see us making it past the first round.



*sigh*



Add to all this the fact that it was like 40 degrees and we were in shorts, leggings, and t-shirts...yeah....COLD!!!!!! Not exactly spirit-lifting...



Bleck...



The only thing that got me through that game was the knowledge that as soon as I was done, I would get to go see my man *grins*


Mhm...I love him...so much...


It's just really hit me this week...I love him...I love him...like...not some stupid little infatuation that fades over time...but a love that will last...


I suppose that's the reason why I've felt so mushy lately...mhm...hope he doesn't mind *giggles*


*sigh*...I really need to get to bed...

I didn't get to bed until after 1 last night...and then I didn't even sleep very well because of my dreams...I have such strange dreams! Last night, a new drama unfolded full of ghosts and creatures with looks that would make the Muppets and Fraggles jealous...for some reason all these things were at war with each other and I was put in the middle of it...ach...odd....


Prehaps tonight, I will have better luck...though for some reason I doubt it...


Anyways...


I bid you adieu...gute Nacht, alle Menschen der Welt..süße Träume...