I love rainy days and all that they entail...after a few days of rain, I just feel sleepy. My initial excitement of puddle jumping and running barefoot through the wet grass ceases and all I wish to do is curl up by the window with a good book and a playlist of Jack Johnson, Josh Wilson, or even some Celtic Thunder.
Currently I have my Celtic Thunder playlist...but I have a paper to write due tomorrow that I meant to write last night but I got distracted (and I am not complaining!) and I need to get it written now so I can enjoy movie night tonight.
I hate these kinds of papers..."analyze your adolescence and discuss your reactions to important events at that time."
Let's see...my adolescence started out normal...then I was diagnosed with ovarian cysts, dated someone who cheated on me 3 times in our 4 month relationship and then he later on called me an "unfeeling bitch" because I wouldn't give him another chance, junior year I was diagnosed with chronic migraines in Novemeber only to have my dad diagnosed with a brain tumor in January, started dating my fiance, my dad's affair was found out and my parents got divorced, my relationship ended, then it got back together, and my mother used me as an emotional crutch so that she could curl up in a ball and cry every day and starve herself while I took care of the kids and when I wanted to get away from it all, I had to go to college an hour away...and it's still not far enough...
yeah....
Because I really want to talk about all that in a 3 page paper to my least favorite professor...
Totally...
That gives me so much motivation to write this paper...
NOT!
Breathe, Chrissi...just breathe...listen to the beautiful Celtic music and relax...it's all going to be okay...
Until I remember that the whole reason I love Celtic music so much is because of watching Riverdance with my Poppie and Tante like a billion times as a child...
*sigh*
I hope he's hanging in there okay...second treatment today...
Abba...please...
No, Chrissi...stop thinking about it or you won't even go to class...you must go to class...you can do this...
Ach...
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