Alright...it's almost midnight and I'm trying to be more positive

Okay...it's only been a couple hours since I last posted but it was such a negative post. I feel like, even though today was rough, I can't end it like that.


Everything I posted before was true. It's how I really felt (still feel...whatever). But it wasn't all that happened today.


I spent some great time with a good friend of mine. We haven't been friends for too long but we always have a good time together. Today, we didn't do much other than sit on my bed while she worked on a paper and I edited for a tutoring job...but hey, we still had fun. It may or may not have involved a Disney playlist on Pandora.


Okay, it did. Because we rock.


Also, I did get to (finally!) spend some quality time with my fiance. Even with everything rolling around in my head, I was still so thankful to finally spend some one-on-one time with him. Huzzah for cuddles. Definitely the best part of my day. Especially when he held me close while we watched the lightning on the horizon...*sign* I wish we could have more moments like that...


Anyway. I just wanted to write a little bit more with a positive side. I'm still not in the greatest of moods...especially since now I have a killer earache in my left ear. My nursing major roommate says it's probably just my allergies manifesting in congestion in the ear...but that it could also be an ear infection. The allergy thing is more likely though...or at least so she says. *fingers crossed*


ANYWAY! Sorry...that didn't sound exactly positive so I didn't want to end with that story. So now I'm medicated, full, and watching What a Girl Wants (yay chick flicks!) while I inhale the glorious smell of fallen rain. Have I mentioned I absolutely love spring thunderstorms in Kansas? Because I do. They are my favorite.


So here I shall leave you. My meds are kicking in and my eyelids are getting heavy...


Goodnight, world. May tomorrow be better.